I thought I blogged something a few days ago and I found out that I actually didn't blog. So silly of me. Haha!
Anyways, just for the sake of updating nothing much is going on right now. Although, I am seeing some changes being made. Good progress.
I never thought I could find such charming personality these days. People are just being nice. Some are bad. Some are rude and some are just there. I find it interesting when rich boys doesn't have much friends. I'm not judging them but I just find it attractive, I mean them la.
And, I may or maybe be finding myself focus on someone. Nah, I'm not gonna spill the beans. For now, I keep it to myself. :p
At least it is a good distraction for me. :D
stressing is bad
12:47 AM
Sunday, January 03, 2010
3rd day of the new year, 2010. What do I want to achieve? Have I set some resolution to follow? What is it that I really want to see success come?
It is nice to questioned yourselves to push and grow in everything aspects of your lives. And it is also good to access each of them on what you'd learned.
Mine is very simple. Consistency. I'm fine with whatever I have right now. All it needs is something to be put on and push it hard.
Mom said 2009 was a terrible year for our family and she continued saying that 2010 will be a victorious year for us as an individual and also as a household. I do believe this year is good. I believe this year is a year to be healed and to be reconciled. And this year would be a joyful year.
To be honest, I am still thinking of what to do with my life. Nothing interesting is going on. Yet I know being consistent on every aspect isn't going to be easy. And yes, I accept the challenge.
However, I do expect things to get unexpectedly happen at least. I do expect things will get better, not only for me but for everything.
Besides, I do not want to put expectations too high in which I do not want to see myself struggling to reach/achieve. And also not to jump into conclusion easily.
Nothing is easy. Nothing is simple too. Have a good year ahead. :)
stressing is bad
4:40 AM
Monday, December 21, 2009
You know when you have doubts, everything tends to get fussy? I had that the last couple of days. From one after the other, I was still having doubts.
Later today in the evening, suddenly everything just gets so clear. It was like having an eye drop on your eyes. And I feel everything was being answered as if there was sort of confirmation going on. Then the doubts just fades away.
And yeah, it was a pleasant feeling. Something to hope for. At least, for me.
I had the most weirdness awesome dream last night. I could imagine what it would be like if it turned into reality. In the dream, I was looking for something or someone. Along the way, I gathered information that leads to the something I was looking for. Awesome, isn't it? But then, it got ugly a little bit at the end. No harm done.
Anyway, it was a little more productive day for me. Seriously, it is good to do something.
Okays, I shall stop here. Got nothing more to blog about. Good night, yall!!
stressing is bad
2:13 AM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
I know this time of the year around would be the season of giving. I know Christmas is just around the corner. And I feel the mood of rock & roll instead the season of giving. I think I have a problem or two. Really, coming into this month I don't have the mood of celebrating Christmas.
You may ask why am I not in the spirit of Christmas. I might answer, I feel very casual about this since last year. I remembered I sleep a lot during that time. Maybe it is just only me.
Or I have other things on my mind. I think Paramore is on my mind. And Saosins too~~
Anyway, the weekend should be a normal one. Nothing special is coming up, I guess.
Other than that, I am here to just to post something. :)
Have a good weekend. Cheers!
stressing is bad
1:00 AM
